CONTENTED & GUILTY

Headed down to Devilsbar alone last night. Yes...ALONE. I tried calling a couple of friends to ask if they'd be there, most of them no, and one of them can't confirm. I can't stand being home and just sitting there trying to study but in essence trying to read other ppl's blog. I might as well waste time constructively.

Besides, I was angry with Ash who has been neglecting me lately. Maybe I'm a young punk, perhaps when I'm older, I wouldn't be so bothered about such things. Hmm...for now, I'm a bitch then.

So called myself a cab and reached there about 10pm? Hmm, I didn't know if anyone was there, nor did I care. I just wanted to grab myself a drink and dance a couple of rounds....to clear my head of everything. At least I knew the bartender...so I sat down at the bar, ordered myself a strongbow, chatted a little with him, and mainly watch WWE on the tv.

It just felt like watching TV at home, except that you wear nicer and put on thicker makeup. Hmmm....

Later on, Andrew popped out from nowhere...was glad he was there. We chatted and then this weird man beside me suddenly spoke to me and asked for my name and stuff. I got scared. Don't ask me why....

Nowadays if any guy tries to chat up with me, I tend to either run away or ignore the guy.

Later found out from Andrew that he's CK Tang's grandson....

*PUI* I don't care for rich men with sleazy behaviour.

Ash came later, just in time to see some other guy trying to talk to me and so on. He had that,"I'm going to kill the next man that talks to my girl face." Goodness gracious, later the guy even came over to ask if I could BLUETOOTH my games to his handphone. I also felt weird, but cannot say no since he's andrew's fren. Ash had that FACE again....

Went up to dance and realised that Desmond, Gary & Jovern were there! So great to see familiar faces when you least expect them! I was expecting to be ALONE the whole night, but turns out that my friends were there. Gulped down another couple of drinks and I started dancing like a mad woman.

Had some chats with Kzee(the dj) and Alan(dj from wkrz). Kzee was asking if I had finished my exams...I replied that I'm going on to my last set of papers and then I graduate. He was like,"Technically I watched you grow up." I remember haunting devilsbar even before I stepped into NUS...now I'm graduating? Freaky man....

Needless to say, as I was chatting with Alan, Ash gave that FACE again. Muauaahhhahaha, I would also if he was talking to some other woman.

Another argument with him on the way home, and I will be more cold towards him in days to come. I realise that being too nice tosomeone makes the other not treasure what he/she has. Always good to be a bitch/bad boy.

Now that I feel guilty for playing too much last night....I better do some serious studying for the next few days. Yeah, I need a little guilt to push me on in my studies...