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Sunday, April 24, 2005
WE HAVE OFFICIALLY MOVED TO BLACKHIGHHEELS!!
http://blackhighheels.blogspot.com
Easier to remember. Black High Heels!
I have done a few posts over there, so that when you guys move over, you'll have something to read.
The style of blogging is very different from this one, according to maureen, it's very brass.
So be prepared for a different evelyn over there. Cheerios!
Thursday, April 21, 2005
YAABAADAABAADOOOOOO!!! (*Flintstones*)
Was in school about 11am to study and perhaps round up my module before I go for consultation at 2pm. Fred was very nice(That explains the flintstones theme), he has a very ci xiang face, like Mother Theresa kind face...he's just very approachable lah. He answered all my stupid questions patiently and with a smile.
Wah lau, machiam doing customer service.
Pardon my singlish, I am just too happy to write in proper english because there are no words to describe how high I feel right now.
WEEEEEEEEEEEE. Thank God, Thank Allah, Thank Guanyin Niang Niang, Thank Satan!!!
I especially must thank Mussel my dog, for being there for me and stepping all over my research papers for good luck.
To Mussel - Mommy loves you!
See, I've gone officially mad until I forgot to tell you all why I am so happy.
I've got an A for my investment project! Weeeee!!!!!!
The lecturer announced that the students who chose to be graded for the module can go collect their projects.
It was a super long and painful walk all the way from Science(had consultation) to Department of Building. Felt nervous cos I wanted so much to do well for this module, but I consoled myself that if I don't get A, I'll be fine getting a B.
Walked 2 rounds before I got to the lecturer's pigeon hole. I don't know the place very well...super blur how things work over there.
Then when I saw my returned project, I didn't know whether to be happy or sad.
It looked like an A. It also looked like a B.
So I emailed the guy and he replied that I got an A!
WEEEEEEEE!!!!
Ok, I better go study and FOCUS!
WAR ZONE IN NUS
Woke up late today, and chilled with Mussel the whole afternoon watching American Idol. Had my weekly dose of tuition, and I decided that I was too slack and hence I went to school to study.
The place was PACKED at 8pm! Freaking hell man. I thought people were going home around that time...but they were all there ready for war. They've got their food supplies, their hot drinks, their water, their laptop and whatever barangs barangs ready to study late into the night.
Felt so guilty leaving that place around midnight. What the hell. These people super deserve their A's loh.
I don't mind having B's.
:)
Wednesday, April 20, 2005
One week from now I'd have finish 4 papers!
Fast yet scary. I haven't even studied finish my tutorials or my notes and here I am blogging and doing up my other blog. Hehe...what a weird girl I am.
I'm definitely going to miss school after I graduate. I'll miss my friends, the place....but not the workload. PUI!
This is obviously a blog for the sake of blogging. I better go study.
Monday, April 18, 2005
Dodgy Science
I am actually slamming myself by blogging about this.
Was studying at Science Library today with Maureen....and after she left, I was alone for awhile. The guy sitting one chair away from me was always a bit weird in his actions.
The final straw.....
HIS HANDS REACHED DOWN INTO HIS PANTS AND SCRATCH SCRATCH SCRATCH!!!!
ARGH STUPID PERVERT.
He obviously knows that I am sitting beside him....he obviously knows that he shouldn't do this.
Stupid perv.
Science Ppl are a bit weird...
Thats why I say I might be slamming myself...but hey, I think I represent about 1% of the cohort of science. We Comp Finance people are different!
We don't reach down our panties or underwear to SCRATCH SCRATCH SCRATCH!
Argh....
Feeling gross
I wonder if it's the exams or the fact that I have to bathe in a different toilet tonight that I feel like this. Anyway I had to use another toilet which had no hot water or anything because the water pipe is leaking from upstairs to ground floor. So my dad confirm know that someone is bathing. Cos when he is watching tv downstairs, water trickle down from the 3rd level.
So I have to use the primitive way of bathing for awhile...which is to use a few buckets and a scoop.
Ash went with me to school today to accompany me study for abit. He read his medical books while I rush through my tutorials...I have a 4-a-day tutorial rule set for myself. If I wasn't busy doing up my new blog, I'll prolly finish up 6 a day.
Starting to feel disgusted with this current blog. Maybe it's the stupid big flower, which I thought looked so good. What's wrong with me. I'm just nitpicking on everything....
BECAUSE MY NEW BLOG WOULD BE MUCH NICER! HEHEHEHE.....
Stay tuned k? Weeee.....
Saturday, April 16, 2005
I have an obsession....
Everytime during exams, I have to be obsessed about something. This time, its the name of my new blog. I have created 10 different names for my blog, none of them I'm satisfied with.
Mau finally helped me with one very suitable name.
Shall not reveal as yet, because I may still change the name...
Ever since I came home today, I have been obsessed about the perfect name from 6pm to 1242am. Which is now. No work done, and I am super regretful.
Shit...better buck up tom!
Thursday, April 14, 2005
NEW BLOG.....not now...
I have just created a new account for blogging....this is perhaps to signify a new chapter in my life after I graduate and go out to work.
Url is up, but no posts and templates are done.
Yups, will reveal other details later when everything is done.
Back to studying! Weee....
Remember the Numa Numa Dance?
The fat guy was dancing to some song....
You may wanna take a good look at this then...
CONTENTED & GUILTY
Headed down to Devilsbar alone last night. Yes...ALONE. I tried calling a couple of friends to ask if they'd be there, most of them no, and one of them can't confirm. I can't stand being home and just sitting there trying to study but in essence trying to read other ppl's blog. I might as well waste time constructively.
Besides, I was angry with Ash who has been neglecting me lately. Maybe I'm a young punk, perhaps when I'm older, I wouldn't be so bothered about such things. Hmm...for now, I'm a bitch then.
So called myself a cab and reached there about 10pm? Hmm, I didn't know if anyone was there, nor did I care. I just wanted to grab myself a drink and dance a couple of rounds....to clear my head of everything. At least I knew the bartender...so I sat down at the bar, ordered myself a strongbow, chatted a little with him, and mainly watch WWE on the tv.
It just felt like watching TV at home, except that you wear nicer and put on thicker makeup. Hmmm....
Later on, Andrew popped out from nowhere...was glad he was there. We chatted and then this weird man beside me suddenly spoke to me and asked for my name and stuff. I got scared. Don't ask me why....
Nowadays if any guy tries to chat up with me, I tend to either run away or ignore the guy.
Later found out from Andrew that he's CK Tang's grandson....
*PUI* I don't care for rich men with sleazy behaviour.
Ash came later, just in time to see some other guy trying to talk to me and so on. He had that,"I'm going to kill the next man that talks to my girl face." Goodness gracious, later the guy even came over to ask if I could BLUETOOTH my games to his handphone. I also felt weird, but cannot say no since he's andrew's fren. Ash had that FACE again....
Went up to dance and realised that Desmond, Gary & Jovern were there! So great to see familiar faces when you least expect them! I was expecting to be ALONE the whole night, but turns out that my friends were there. Gulped down another couple of drinks and I started dancing like a mad woman.
Had some chats with Kzee(the dj) and Alan(dj from wkrz). Kzee was asking if I had finished my exams...I replied that I'm going on to my last set of papers and then I graduate. He was like,"Technically I watched you grow up." I remember haunting devilsbar even before I stepped into NUS...now I'm graduating? Freaky man....
Needless to say, as I was chatting with Alan, Ash gave that FACE again. Muauaahhhahaha, I would also if he was talking to some other woman.
Another argument with him on the way home, and I will be more cold towards him in days to come. I realise that being too nice tosomeone makes the other not treasure what he/she has. Always good to be a bitch/bad boy.
Now that I feel guilty for playing too much last night....I better do some serious studying for the next few days. Yeah, I need a little guilt to push me on in my studies...
Wednesday, April 13, 2005
PISS BORED...
Bored of studying....
Pissed with Ash....
Going clubbing...
Even if it's alone. Just wanna clear my head with some loud music.
CIAOS.
Tuesday, April 12, 2005
BAD DAY
Brought the laptop to school, and was carrying all my barangs barangs....and along the way I lost my fav Reebok jacket without knowing it. It keeps me warm all the time, and it was in my fav colour(black) and....it's been with me for so long...
Oh my dear jacket....where are you now? I should have treasured you when I had you...I shouldn't have taken you for granted. Even if you were so big and bulky, I should have stuffed you in my bag so you won't be lost. Everyday I carry you by hand...I was bound to lose you one day.
Sad....
Oh wells, on a brighter note, I did quite alright for my test...which I thought I was going to flunk. Turns out that the lecturer was such a lenient marker. You write one sentence he gives you almost full marks even if your answer was wrong.
So nice of him. I will forever remember his kindness.
What the hell is wrong with me....
Monday, April 11, 2005
HUH COUTURE???
My dad was surfing http://www.theaustralian.news.com.au and I saw some pictures from the Haute Couture that caught my interest....
Have a look!
Sunday, April 10, 2005
Gimme a Man with Passion and Ambition about Life!
Don't you find that such men turn you on? Or maybe I'm going on to another stage in my life....the desperately seeking mate to marry stage.
When I was young, looks and "love" were enough. "Love" cos I believe I never knew the meaning of that then...perhaps I do not fully understand that still. Then as you get older, more characteristics have to be in place to call it a relationship. Maybe, money? Honesty? Committment(one t or 2 t?)? Fidelity? Loads more....the list will never end.
For me, I have another 2 more to add to my list. Ambition and passion.
Being ambitious and doing nothing about it, and being ambitious and seriously doing something about it is totally different even if they have the same common factor(oops maths again). Of course I'm referring to the latter.
Anyways Ash went for his laser course today and sms me that this was what he was made for. Aesthetics. He thoroughly enjoyed the whole course, he enjoyed looking good and taking care of himself...quite like a woman. Mau you gotta nod to that! When we talk about hair removal, botox, dermabrasion, laser etc....he's there to give advice and is so into our conversation. As if he's one of us. Yeah, I think he's suitable for this too...look at his skin! Smoother than mine! Smoother than Mussel's smooth coat!
He's been thinking about this a long time, and I think for the first time in the 2 years I've known him, he's doing something about it. He's going to take a few courses about dermatology and then maybe take his surgical exams and so on. If things go well...maybe he'll be like Woffles Wu. Hmmm....that will take longer than just a couple of years.
I'm really happy for him that he now has a clear direction in his life, although it may seem abit late(32 years). Nonetheless, it's still good cos he's so busy planning for this and that! Hahaha....
So girls, if you want some botox, laser, hair removal, or some skin treatment...be sure to check with me first.
Think I'll play a couple of games before I go back to some studying.
*Good mood*
Saturday, April 09, 2005
Unable to describe my boredom....
I'm home on a good weathered saturday afternoon. How gross is that. If I had no exams...I'll be out shopping with friends by now. I managed to pack my papers into their respective subjects. Well...I should say modules. There is only one subject, but four sub modules.
I've been surfing around blogs ever since...and been reading my friend's blogs, friend's friends blogs...and so on. Realised that someone I don't know, knows a whole lot of my other friends(whom I seldom hang around with now). Amazing why we are not friends or something.
Saw this person who used to say he was seriously interested in me, which was maybe 2 years ago. Well, just saw his photo with his WIFE there. Oh my...lucky I wasn't interested in him...wouldn't it be sad if I got cheated? I also remember another guy who was interested in me turned out to be married and cheating on his wife too. This was revealed by his friend whom I dated for awhile but had some problems accepting his weird behaviour.
So mau...I used to attract freaks too.
Anyways, call it women's instincts or sixth sense...I didn't feel right with them. So I sorta was saved from heartbreak or whatsoever. This kinda instincts come with experience and maturity la...I also had my round of stupid assholes.
Just shows that clubbing guys are never good. Of course there are good ones out that who go once in 2 years kind....and you better pray that you catch them on their night out. Other than that, I guess clubbing is just a place to have fun with your good pals whom you feel safe with...or have fun with yourself(I dance alone).
Haha, everything good comes with a price. Ash is from the club and he's quite a good man.
Price?
I HAVE TO CONVERT.
Byes ppl. I'm going out for a party.
Not devilsbar. Not anywhere clubbing.
Some 1 year old baby's BIRTHDAY PARTY.
Told you I'm officially a nerd and a boring person.
Braces makes your face smaller?
Was just watching Jacky Wu's Guess Guess Guess show and the pretty girls segment was about girls with braces! Wow...how appropriate. It's like a confidence booster for me. Looking at the girls having braces and looking fine and all...made me feel that my decision to do this was right. It was right 6 years ago...
Bloody wasted so many years.
Anyways the girls looked ok...except for this one who had rubber bands. I think I'll go thru that stage too cos the dentist put some metal brace with hooks at the back....so I think that's one of the ugliest part of the treatment. Damn...can't run away from that.
So the girls had those before and after pictures and they really lost weight...and the face shape changes with the treatment! Some face become smaller...some become longer(in a GOOD way).
I sure hope mine turns out great too.
To dreamland now....
Friday, April 08, 2005
The end of one suffering, the beginning of another.
It's always like this. One door closes, another opens. Away with the old, and on with the new.
This is my last semester. This is my last round of project in nus...and I am on to my last round of exams in uni. After this door closes, another door opens and I'll be part of the working society. When will I close that door and be part of the tai tai society?
Spas. High teas. BmW. Wallet full of money.
WHEN!!!!!!
*Composing myself* Ahem...yes where was I. Yeah, I have exactly 2 weeks before my first paper and a landslide of 3 others about that time too. Maths, maths and more maths. Yeah I did like maths when I was in JC, that was when maths was a whole lot easier to understand, but I don't have to do so much Maths right!?
Imagine if I was a maths major.
*Jumps down with Mussel*
Exams makes you wanna eat. Sitting down at the chair for the past 10 mins is equivalent to being nagged by your mommy for 3 hours. I become so curious when I have exams....I start wondering how that dusty chocolate bar in the mama shop tastes like or how that cup of cream you know that is expired but still haven't throw taste like. I wonder what does Sushi Tei's salmon sashimi and hotate miso mayo taste like at that moment....even though I have tasted it for like many times!!!?
I am home on a friday evening nursing a huge pimple and trying to pack up my stuff so that it'll be neater and easier to retrieve when I intend to study. Everyone is going clubbing tonite...Grrr...
Not that I am interested. I am a softer and mellowed girl now. I don't club as much as I did before.
I try to waste time by reading ppl's blog...ppl I don't really like, ppl I like...all of 'em. Wonder if the exams would make my blog less, or make me go mad and make me blog 3 times more. I try to waste time by creating an excel worksheet to calculate my worse-case scenario for my results this semester.
I find that my circle of friends have become quite small...now not many people ask me out for fun anymore. Last time was like,"Hey you coming here or not....we all waiting..." or "Where you going tonight....let's go out."
Now..my hp is so quiet...I try to call myself to check if it's spoiled. Hehe...kidding lah. I don't do such bo liao things. REALLY.
Hope when my next door opens, my life is different.
Grrr....ROAR!!!!!ROAR!!!!
Can tell I am bored right.
Tickled by Papa
Been surfing around blogs and came across one of xiaxue's post about the Triumph Lingerie fashion show with pictures of celebs and all...she's really funny. Http://xiaxue.blogspot.com.
Anyways, wanted to show daddy Edmund Chen and his brother's photo from the blog, and how outrageously different they look. Then daddy scrolled to the Versace fashion show and then to the lingerie pictures.
He was like...aiyoh they might as well don't wear. Acting all daddy figure and conservative and all.
Then there were these 2 pics that look very much the same. The model was hugging a teddy bear covering her boobs. One pic from the front...one from the back. Daddy asked if it was the same girl...I replied yes. She did look the same. Daddy replied...
NO WHAT. YOU SEE...HER STOCKINGS ARE DIFFERENT. (He continued scrolling)
Whahahah, he go and notice it mans. I didn't even look that closely.
Anyways I don't know why I find it funny. I found it funny especially after I took a sleep inducing medicine.
Tuesday, April 05, 2005
YOU KNOW THAT YOU ARE PUTTING ON THE POUNDS WHEN....
1) Your jeans don't zip up as comfortably anymore
2) You've got an extra layer when you sit down
3) You totally let yourself indulge in yet another chocolate item(Mine's Yan Yan choco sticks)
4) Your friends noticed that you've put on a little weight.
5) Your meals have EXTRA side dishes....
6) etc etc...
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The worst is when
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You are stuck cos you can't fit anymore...
Whwhahahahaha....
Monday, April 04, 2005
Forum Shock
Every module taken has a forum(unless the teacher don't wish to open it), where students can discuss about questions and topics related to the module or perhaps post questions so that students and lecturers can discuss.
I am not one who has perfect English...
But if the LECTURER is going to read it, I definitely won't write this...
The lecturer immediately posted that everyone must use standard English. Think he was traumatised by the standard of English she used.
Sunday, April 03, 2005
LOVER'S SPAT
This time, it's not about him calling me a fat ass, nor it's about another trivial matter about him stepping on my toes...
It's RELIGION.
Yes, you've heard of stories of the Christian Husband goes to church while his Buddhist wife stays home and prays at her alter. But this kinda mix never happens in the Islam world. Never.
I'm no devout Christian, Buddhist or whatever else. The religion stated on my report book last time was Taoism, but I never considered myself anything. So I guess I'm a freethinker. Being in a Methodist school for 6 years doesn't have much of an effect on me. I listen, I respect, but I never be a part of it.
I'm at an age whereby I have to carefully consider my decisions in a r/s because if I waste any more time, nobody is going to wait for me. In a mixed r/s, you will always go round and round and be back quarrelling at the differences that cannot be resolved. Now I'm faced with the question: IF YOU DON DO THIS, YOU CAN NEVER BE WITH ME?!!!
I mentioned that I went to this mixed wedding where I felt that maybe things could work out between us. Now I think of that girl, did she really convert because she loved the religion or because she loved the man. Then the marriage isn't that pure already isn't it? Everything isn't perfect anymore.
Why oh why was I presented with an eligible bachelor who is smart, successful(to a certain extent), witty, charming(in his own way), generous, consistent in r/s and ever so respectful to everyone...so hard to be with?
I thought I could, but I realise I'm just deluding myself.
Even Charlotte in Sex and the City converted to a Jew for her husband and insisted on doing everything Jew. Elizabeth Taylor could do that too.
But I don't know if I can.
Would you be prepared to give up your beliefs so that you can be with the man you love? Is it fair that you do the sacrifice and choose love over realism and the other party can have both?
Pardon me, I'm just being sad and whiny. Perhaps the only way to stop this, is to not be in one of these in the first place.
I'm digging my own grave.
He asked me if I would choose him or choose pork.
I thought for quite a moment. And I answered the latter. Haiz what have I done.
BeCooL...
Absolutely loved the show, although some people thought it was a bad show, I sure didn't regret watching it. I always believe that different people have different tastes....whenever I go to a movie that everyone was raving about, I usually end up hating it. I guess you just have to go to a movie with no expectations and go with your own feelings.
I remember one part of the show, they were dancing to Black Eyed Peas..and it sorta looked like Pulp Fiction. HHaaha....Ash said that John Tr. can dance..I replied that he had undergone training in Sat nite Fever and the likes.
So, I really loved it. And will get the dvd when it's out.
Spent about 4 hours in the afternoon in school yesterday to try to churn out my investment project. Hmm, the first draft is out, but there are some amendments to be made. Now I'm on to my other project, which I'm quite freaked out cos I haven't written the report yet.
To more bz days ahead! Kam Pai!
My Dream Laz Nite: This was weird...I dreamt that I was in a cab driven by a fiona xie lookalike...I said she was pretty and we chatted how she became a taxi driver. Then suddenly the front seat beside her pops out her little girl. I asked how she did it. She said since she's so small, the seat sorta hides or camouflage her daughter. Then later the fiona xie lookalike gave me her number. It started with 8 but it only had 6 number. I thought that maybe now the telephone operators start to give 6 numbers hp number. Thought it was a prank, but she called me with her number...and it came out the exact 6 number!
Don't ask me what number was it. I forgot. Anyways, then we came out of the car and walking to the 7-11 direction suddenly we heard a loud thud. We turned to realise that some guy was thrown down the building and blood was everywhere.
Then mussel woke me up.
Anyways, I think my dream was contributed by BeCool and the Interview with the Vampire on tv later in the night...
I'm crazy.
FOR GRUMPY GIRLS
A tshirt I got today. :) Kewt!
Friday, April 01, 2005
Be an Employee for the rest Of yer Life!?
Was chatting with Ash and Liz on the way home last night, and Ash had a few beers to drink, he said something out of drunken stupor that made alot of sense. He always makes sense, but I try to twist and turn his words and make him feel pissed.
What do we get by going to school?
Knowledge? I do not think the finance sector ever needs you model the birth rate and death rate of tigers and lions(Ordinary differential equation module...Cheryl you know best).
There was one article in the straits times that mentioned students from a particular university cheated for most of their tests and exams?
I always look around for hope when I have tests. I don't think every school/university is any different. There will always be people who cheat. Just last semester this couple of students openly cheated on the test, by communicating with each other across the room where EVERYONE can see. There will always be some righteous person who will be a tattletale.
Yedah Yedah....
I realise that we go to school so that we can be an employee. Which means that we may be an employee for the REST OF OUR LIVES because we are trained to do so.
Depressing.
Those who are entrepreneurs never had to finish up their studies....cos maybe if they did, they'll end up like the rest of us who follow blindly with the others on the paper chase.
Their's also paper chase. The money chase, to be more explicit.
I'm at home on a friday night because I decided to stay home and do some proper work. I ended up blogging and writing nonsense. Investment project: Left 30%. Finance project: Left 40%.
More nonsense.
During math tutorial on thurs, I realised that vincent's pencil box is so tiny. Had to take it with my phonecam.
My pencil case is like so much bigger than his!
Anyways, after school I rushed home to change and meet liz for a free movie sponsored by the AIA. They are very good at recruiting people. They attract young people to come for the free movies, but these people have to fill up their particulars and so on. So that they can qualify for a lucky draw prize.
And the youngsters like DIGITAL CAMERAS.
So there they go filling up their particulars for that prize. If 2000 people manage to be recruited, and they earn say $2000 a mth. If they get a cut say 5% of their pay. They earn $200,000 already. What's a mere digicam?
But I have to say that they advertising skills are good. Even I am considering joining AIA as a Financial Services CONSULTANT.
1. You get to travel every year(Company Perks)
2. You'll be your own boss
3. You write your own paycheck
4. You can earn what a nurse would get in a year, in one month(This was from the video shown by AIA)
Well, not for the moment lahs. I hope to do something really related to what I study...as an employee.
While waiting for the cinema to be ready, liz and I were already at the FRONT of the queue. When we heard it was free sitting, we quickly walked into the cinema to get good seats. Ho ho ho...we managed to get the couple/sofa seats and at a very good place!
Our snacks...sponsored by AIA. They are really good...
Okies, better get some work done...weee....